When you find yourself suddenly in grief, it is really difficult to look expectantly to God. You find yourself questioning God for the pain and sorrow you are experiencing. You feel forsaken by Him, the ‘whys” get longer each new day and unconsciously you wait for answers that might not be given in your lifetime by Him or by’ any human being.

IS IT POSSIBLE TO SEE YOUR SITUATION AS A TET OF YOUR FAITH. ?
Remember the case of David in 2 Samuel 12 : 20-23 and the lesson of his experience. Do not lose faith in your Maker. Lift up your eyes to Him in your grief journey and He will send help – Psalm 121 : 1-3 . He knows what you are going through and He alone can bring you to the end of the dark tunnel if you let Him. Surely He will help with the difficulty of making a meaning of the loss and turn your mourning into joy 

Yes the loss of one’s child is tragic and feels entirely wrong and translates into deep grief – Matthew 2: 18 .. However you must come to the realization that your hope for a better tomorrow is driven by your trust in God. Seek His face , when you can and ask others to pray for you not to lose your faith in God.Look expectantly to God for healing and He will rebuild your relationship with Him.